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Anima

by Mike Braudrick

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1.
god save us all this year in time like a china doll this mind of mine i feel i know slow and shallow ive got a right to fall this year in time god eaters all come out to shine their lightning balls halls decked so fine i see they show so low and hollow theyve got a right call this time of year and no i wont stand tall and though i gave it all i still count them from the cellar wall one by one by one they call two by two by eight they crawl and we all dissolve into our souls and fall this time of year and we all resolve our fears and fall this year time x3
2.
in the factory line pick pluck at my mind they say someday ill shine but in the front of mind i slip back in time to long nights screaming gimme more x3 and tall tales screaming next please x3 showbiz baby show me money hold me down in a hospital bed feed my pills to fix my head please fix my head x3 screamin out i wish i knew how to cry all alone in this world all alone in this fetal positiong prepared for collision i sing hail to the king and hail aesop kiss the ring and drink soda pop i got my problems and i got my pills i got so much dark no knife can kill i'll die on my own with no grave to fill no grave to fill
3.
Armored Scar 01:27
better alone demons be gone scream at the throne and no one knows and no one hears if someone cares show me your tears crying shes crying i left her flowers and a razor blade lying im lying i love my mind and hate my life vices our vices steal our hearts and sell our souls no more to give up no morals to speak of now willpower to show or shower down like acid rain so speak up it grows back so jump up lets throw back or sit down and get sacked so chill and layed back but i can clearly see the scars on your arm that read fake
4.
Confession 01:58
confession i like you i would kill for your hand i would burn for your touch i would steal every grain of sand if only i could stand so close to you regression hate only hate filled with rage and disgust i am repulsive i am a savage lonely and lavished with gluttonous self indulgences oppression in back deep in the dark in the black recesses of my mind burns a born killer a torn thriller can do anything wont say anything gotta get outta here i need to feel something real hot coal hot steel rip me apart tear me to shreds battered and shattered and scattered my shriveled remains into the ocean like he said into the ocean end it all
5.
ive got the nightmare called schizophrenia i cry and i know why id be better off if i had no mind at least thats what it feels like most of the time i wont die and i cant say why im too afraid of the dark it closses in around me and swallows my heart swelling my hallucinations sometimes it feels just like i feel just like how every junkie whishes he could selfish and sad im a mad man without a scrap of sanity and image of a plan no grand design i just want reality and i want it to be mine all mine all mine all the time granted three wishes of sex booze and weed out of all the coked out fishes i tried to swallow the whole sea only find out i was climbing up a tree within my dreams within my dreams join me in reverie hail me as the great grand god of falling on your face and spitting out the grace i reject everything i say because its easier that way because i know im not okay ive got the nightmare called schizophrenia
6.
ABCXYZ 02:28
i wrote her a letter she threw it away it said that i loved her that thoughts of her woke me every day but she wanted a strong man yeah a man with no visible flaws oh yeah someone who dreams to dream with and never tell a lie yeah i wrote her a letter about growing up together how things were never better than when she was near once red then her mood turned sour she left the state within the hour and said we will always be friends yeah she wanted a tough man oh yeah someone who equal her in drink and never get buzzed to live in a trailer the size of a bus and never tell the truth yeah i have got nothing to give or so it seems i have nothing of want no dream of dreams but i cant go on without you no i cant go on without you oh no id rather die than live without you
7.
oh grand piano oh rand guitar great me your power that i might be a star because i want what i want fame and just a little spending cash fortune for miles and a name like johnny cash a voice like an angel is that too much ask right now im a stranger in a world of hat and danger blood on the keyboard blisters on my fingers from shore to shore not much of a singer i want the power to be a man in memory yeah that man who created yeah a man worth a damn who never retreated from chasing it all at least i understand why im such a selfish man sinner to the core soul black as coal brain bent and broken with only one goal to be a man worth memory a man worth memory tall as a monument but i feel like i am the one god sent to waste your time
8.
Star Song 01:41
dear child do not cry dear child hear my voice theres a wide world outside with other girls and boys and its all your choice to shape the land to name the living things to care for what is good to belong is to being yourself dont stray do not give up do not trade it all for a golden cup for a broken promise dear child go far but dont forget home dear child of a star be the one to shine brighter than the rest all will be your guest fight a war right a wrong settle a score sing a song and i will sing along it goes bang bang son of man hear me scream bang bang son of sam let justice ring hey hey come along b y o b hey hey sing along this is what it means to be- free
9.
as night steals the day mothers begin to pray the dead are on parade while children hide from play the dead are on parade tonight with moonlit ghostly howls the clouds decline the starlight shine the werewolves hunt and prowl the ravens pluck the dead man's eye crows they swarm above the pines as skeletons dance the living all but cry the dead are on parade tonight so shut your windows tight lock the doors and hide the light this is nothing for human sight gloom and doom everywhere what else my crawl from hell the devils and demons stop and stare at the ringing of churches bells the night is done and dead return to their rightful graves the ghouls and ghosts are all spurned by a heavenly glaive no fiends no screams all hellions have sneaked back to their seven halls below the grass and streams the trees and creeks move with the silent scene so do not weep it's safe to sleep day will break the sun shall beam so thank the lord your soul to keep now the dead have gone away
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Grounded 02:12
grounded by the sound of the silence by weight of this downpour torrential rain in limbo inside keeping in time a single strain a note so plain to cross this great divide to shake cage in pride locked up me myself and i company through the night as i stain the carpet red so much blood i should be dead so many drugs in my head remind me what was said the night came to you in need of something new i wish i could believe i know i should just leave but bound am i grounded by equally lies and truths evil yet forgiven dark yet shining so many questions with a single answer i wonder one day might i be free from this cage from this rage from the rain and the earth from myself still today i see where i stand grounded

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I fight for freedom. Mine, and everyone's. I fight for the right to choose our own fate. And if I die, I'll die knowing that I did everything I could...And I'll die free.

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released December 25, 2016

Michael Wayne Braudrick

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Mike Braudrick Frisco, Texas

Hi, I'm Mike. I express myself - my thoughts, emotions, and experiences - through my music. It is my joy and passion. Thanks for listening.

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